Morning, all 🙂 It has been a very weird, fuzzy existence for the past two months. In my last journal entry about inner thoughts, I mentioned ‘The Matrix’ as a movie that I could relate to…. Today, I remember another one. Anyone know the film ‘Sliding Doors?’ I really can’t help but think of it […]
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Until yesterday afternoon, I hadn’t written my book for months. One reason was the job at the autistic school; a real irony, as I cared about the position so much that I wanted to excel there…. then they asked me not to return (Ugggg, why did I bother?) For more details of my severely-pummeled-confidence, full […]
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I honestly can’t believe how much the world has changed since the discovery and warnings over Coronavirus. I am positive (because you have to remain so!) that it will be solved, we will discover a vaccine and all of these disasters will disappear. However, in the meantime, restaurants, bars, sporting halls, cinemas, theatres, events, concerts, […]
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It’s now been a month since my depression kicked off, and I am eventually going to reveal why. On the 4th February, my Mum passed away. As a rule, she loathed social media, but after the funeral last week, I think she wouldn’t mind me posting the eulogy that I wrote and read out during […]
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All we’ve been hearing about so far? The Coronavirus. Now, before I start this, I want to make it transparently clear that my entry is not here to offend. It is not being penned to be judgmental or accusatory. It is supposed to make people laugh, give some emotional support in these testing, upsetting, and […]
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Nutty introduction, right? Don’t worry, I’ll fill you in later. Tonight’s entry is going to be all about my rollercoaster emotions when it comes to jobs, the highs, the lows, the in-betweens and the alien-like times where I’ve felt confident and proud in what I’ve brought to the world of work. A few months back, […]
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It’s been a hard month, a really hard month, and I know, with 100% certainty, that the emotions will keep whirling inside me for a long time. On a later post, I’ll actually be in more of a state to share what’s happened. For now, getting out my feelings on here will have to do. […]
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I was never into clothes for years, and honestly, my poor Mum would despair. She would always tell me that I should care about what I look like, not just for my sake, but for other people. I didn’t listen. Why should I? I was happy being who I was, and that was an individual […]
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